High Art My Ass!!! (Literally)

Posted: April 27, 2011 in Awkward, Blogging to Blog, FLUFFY CHICKS ROCK!, I'm artsy fartsy today, Porn? What Porn?

I know… it’s been a few days… I have been MIA this week. Just feeling BLAH! I think it’s all the gloomy rainy weather. COME ON SUMMER! I’m waiting for you to cheer me up!!!

Alot has been personally going on this week. James got into some trouble this past weekend so I am hoping that he is going to make some life changes soon. We keep talking about it but he has not yet taken the steps needed to get to it. For the first time in a year, though, he came up to me today and hugged me and kissed me! 🙂 And THANKED ME!!! 😀

So I am cautiously hopeful that he is being sincere about getting his shit together. I am willing to help him if he is actually going to get himself on the right track. I think he wants it but he is just having a hard time executing it. Unfortunately, as I said to him, he is an adult and there are some decisions and actions he must make on his own. I can’t do it for him. That’s what he wants me to do but he really is going to have to do it on his own. I won’t help him by doing things for him.

In other news, I finally got the new porch furniture for Andy’s! He went Tuesday morning and got it for me. The last ones in stock! Whew! That was close! But it looks amazing and I can’t wait for Mother Nature to get off her ass and change this weather so I can sit out and enjoy it!

New Porch Furniture & Kiana

So, the Love Yourself Project has been over for a few weeks now, but I found out today that I received an award for my “High Art” photo from some group at DA. To me, it’s not my favorite in the collection, but apparently, semi-pro photographers are pervs so they liked it. I am still grateful for the recognition. I’ll post it here. It’s just my ass for Pete’s sake. Really. Nothing to write home about. It’s all in the editing really. And I don’t think it qualifies as porn, although maybe it’s borderline depending on your definition of porn. 🙄

High Art... or picture of my ass... either way: AWARD WINNING!

I need to wrap this up. Andy is waiting for me at home… My new computer sucks ass so I am going to return it this weekend. My camera is decent and I like it so I’m keeping it. I still think my 6MP camera is better, though. You would think it would take better pictures for being 14+MP but it doesn’t.

I promise I will write another blog in the next day or two. Also, I will approve comments soon. I just haven’t had time.

Love you all!

  1. rick says:

    nice ass. hehe.

  2. Nate says:

    WOOO HOOO!!!!!!!!!! I saw that this picture was getting lots of faves over at DA! I was all like “that’s MY bestie’s hot ass! Yes!” 😆 Those men over there are definitely pervs but your ass won out of the many asses there so be proud, girl! WORK IT!!!!!!!!!!!!!

    LUUUUUVVVVV the new wicker furniture! Cute dog, too! 😉

    Just as I told you on the phone regarding the boy, stick to your guns, sister! He’s an adult. Now is the time for him to act like it. You can only protect him for so long. You have had to make adult decisions since you were 14. He’s a little behind. He needs to catch up and you can’t do it for him.

    I love you more than Shrimp Dejonge, baby! MUAHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!

  3. Thomas says:

    if they were all perverts at DA then they would have voted the desire picture for an award because that one is HOT! so they must not be too bad of perverts.
    my s.a.d. has really been acting up. Maybe thats the reason for you feeling so down.

  4. Hilary says:

    Wow! Nice ass! I mean that in a totally heterosexual way. LMAO! It is a great photo. I wish I had an ass at all. I could never pull that photo off.

    Did you watch Tron? I saw it Monday night. Did the young Jeff Bridges freak you out? Becuz he freaked me out. I think I am going to have nightmares.

    • Renee says:

      OMG! YES! I was telling Andy how totally creeped out I was just from the first scene alone! I’m glad he was only in the movie half the time. Otherwise, it was a halfway decent movie.

  5. Ashleigh says:

    CONGRATS on the award, girlie! Your ass looks AWESUME!!!!! 😯 😆

  6. evan says:

    I usually just lurk but had to say: LOVE THIS PIC! and I’m not a perv. I’m gay. lol. not that there aren’t gay pervs, I’m just not one of them. I voted for this shot on DA because of the great framing and digital manipulation and the lines are pretty clean for an amateur. It looks fresh and bright, yet still real. That’s why I love it. Just wanted to tell you that.

  7. Brenda says:

    Well. I can see why that picture won. 😉 One of the attributes I love so much about you, Renee, is that you are so willing to just lay it all out there. So many people are worried about other people’s perceptions of themselves. You are not and never have been since I have known you. It’s a very worthy trait to possess.

    That was such a significant project at EP and made such a difference in some of those women’s lives there. It really was inspiring. Both you and Nate should feel proud every day for being a big part of that project. I don’t think it would have been such a success without the two of you organizing it and motivating everyone who entered.

    I’m sorry to hear that James is having a hard time. I agree that you must sometimes let go enough to let them make their own mistakes but also make their own choices. I hope he can choose the right path and get on track for success in life. It’s so hard for bipolar people to do this but it only wrks when they do it themselves. Stay strong!!!!!

    The patio furniture looks great and so does Kiana! What a pretty name for a pretty dog! Is she still in heat or has that now passed?


    • Renee says:

      It has finally passed, thank goodness. She’s alot less loopy now… 😆

      I don’t know that I’m not worried about other people’s perceptions, but I do know that I’m not afraid of embarrassment so maybe that’s it. I think I have gotten to the age where I know myself well enough to know I am a big huge dork.

      My hobbies all border on nerdiness and I am a clutz in general. I put my foot in my mouth AT LEAST once a day and the person I like laughing at the most is myself. I’m not afraid of making a huge ass out of myself because I figure you only live once so why the hell not just go for it.

      Besides, if I stayed all conservative and careful, I would never have met all the different kinds of people I have in the last 3 years. Open mind, open heart, open to make myself the laughing stock. It all goes hand in hand really… 😆

  8. sharon says:

    I am also ready for summer. So sick of rain!

    Congratulations on the award! The editing on that picture looks great! An award is an award, right? Besides, you had some other pics in your collection that were way racier than that one so take it as a compliment of your great amateur photography skills and editing. 😉

    • Renee says:

      Thanks, Sharon! You’re right! I am going to soak this award at DA for everything it has to offer… which ain’t much! 😆 😆 😆

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